Nothin's new here.

SO.. I'm not sure if this is dead people's way of talking to their loved ones.. OR if I'm just paranoid. Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night thinking about how my cousin PROBABLY ISN'T helping me with my goal to move to New York because she's concerned with what her aunt and uncle will say about it because her uncle (in particular) is a major grump fan and he knows that I don't like grump- so I'm thinking that he's against helping me get to where I wanna truly be and my cousin just says,"whatever.. Less work for me." even though my grandma SWORE that she'd get me to New York.. Bullshit. well- I GOT A CHALLENGE FOR MY COUSIN- HOW ABOUT YOU START THINKIN FOR YOURSELF AND ACTUALLY *TRY* TO HELP ME GET SHIT DONE? Jem claimed that I was so perfect.. IF that's the case.. I don't see why he's waiting so damn long.. So the guy must be married and have kids. Whatever.. Story of my life.. I don't get what I want.